. . . . . S A N C T U A R Y
             
            Thursday December 2, 1999
            again, 
              a powerful zone of the chill type. many many 
              thanks to karma and 
              feather for bringing 
              their little bit of tibet to the mix: the 
              space wrapped in prayer flags, lovely incense and ceder burning 
              away, every sort of percussive and wind instrument from foreign 
              lands and cultures (not to forget the plethora of tuned bowls) and 
              feather's beautiful offering and prayer for a new millennium. also 
              thanks to my new house mate peggy 
              for early evening support and to conrad 
              for the late night chores, making sure that the zone was still habitable 
              in the am. also super big thanks to beverly 
              who has helped out in so many ways in the last few zone's, the least 
              of which picking me up and dropping me off at the airport at ungodly 
              hours; this project would simply grind to a halt without her good 
              will and energy.
            
              a friend in germany wrote to me recently that sanctuary 
              is also a place for ecstasy. this much is true, for sliding 
              into karma's 
              multidimensional musical sonorities is the aural equivalent of sliding 
              
              into a warm bath. envelopment, solace, and serenity were 
              the effects 
              of the night. also release, the type that comes from a deep sleep, 
              
              from a connection to the inner self in a profound way. after two 
              hours 
              of sleep I was again running, again being that cog in the great 
              machine of movie making, but somehow I was refreshed and filled 
              with energy. the human condition has great capacity and resilience. 
              it just takes a little bit of sanctuary to recharge for another 
              battle.
            
              so what is that exactly...well, like most things I'd say it's different 
              
              for everybody. either the serene airy spaces of a gothic cathedral, 
              a 
              place traditionally affording protection from persecution, or perhaps 
              
              the throbbing electronica that we know so well (truly protection 
              from 
              oppressive culture...) or even just a quiet 
              place to close our eyes for 
              a brief moment (an airplane, a field, a bed...) these are 
              all places 
              of safety, where we are able to let our guard down and are able 
              to seek out the subtle and rich world inside 
              of ourselves. the zone has always been that for me, for that 
              sense of safety, of community, of home and ultimately because of 
              that creative richness and juxtaposition that arises out of the 
              concrete floor and wood ceiling every six weeks.
            
              next time we will swing wildly from the rafters in an ecstatic 
              percussive space engineered by tim north and his hoverdrum. this 
              is 
              not to be missed as it might be one of the last times this will 
              be 
              preformed. ladies and gentleman, T is for Tumult.